BSD-Uncut/Uncensored/Unbiased

Dear Almighty......

Have I ever told you about her??.....who came as a shooting star and vanished with the blink of an eye.....but gave 24hours of memorable seconds that I will cherish for the minutes I m gonna live.

She...

We met for the first time in Goa..... 11th Jan'2009/09.11 AM....that Time if you add up will be my lucky No.11...which became the luckiest day I have ever lived.

First time I saw her standing near the beach.....heavenly beauty.....but creating restlessness in the ocean

I looked at her....than away from her....yet her image stayed with me.

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God,I don't believe in infatuation/first sight love......But I believe the time we met....the time we shared....the time we laughed.....

I believe the time we walked together.....trust me her words are so intoxicating that it made me mute for the day....I tried to response in the mode that modern people follow to communicate....but in vain..

By the side of sea we kept on walking.....talking.....laughing.....her laughter just slipped one smile on my lips unknowingly.

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‘It’s going to rain’......she shouted....It made me feel as if apocalypse is gonna happen within next couple of seconds..

She hold my hand and we started running as we are the loan survivors of human race in an island of zombies......The breeze flowing from the opposite direction trying to stop us.....

Suddenly the breeze which rushed through her wild wet hair passed by touching my soul.

....Paused.....

I pulled her close to me......

she asked “could you plz stop looking.....n close your eyes’’...

Like an obedient student I did.....She whispered, ’I can’t be with you forever.......but Thanks for being my first love that gonna last for a day’....

She was expecting a reply......but she didn’t know the breeze that brought the smell of my woman paralysed my soul.

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She was tired....her eyes were begging for a nap...

I lent my shoulder and found an angel of mercy is sleeping as if she never slept in her life.

Eyes still closed.....in an inaudible voice with lots of pauses she asked ‘R u gonna be awake whole night long’..... I disclosed the secret of my snoring problem ....that produced a small but unforgettable smile that I saw for the last time.

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I left my sleeping angel before dawn to catch my flight with the memory of last 24 hours, the music of her laughter, the breeze that brought her close to me, the rain that drenched my soul, her touch that made me shiver...and a secret about her.........

She also snores.

Today standing on a mountain hill I am recalling the line she said......’Thanks for being my first love that gonna last for a day’...

She was right. May be she saw her destiny.

When we met for the first time...I smiled...

Now her thoughts made me smile...coupled with drops of tear

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All I know about her after one year, she was one of the victims in German bakery Massacre, pune. One of her close pals informed me she came back to India to meet someone special.........

.....but.......

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‘I can’t be with you forever’.

Regards,

BSD

Lost in Translation..........

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.

You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.

You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.

You'll fight with your best friend.

You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.

You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.......

i dn't know whether i am right or wrong......but trust me....its true

too late to APOLOGIZE

Is it our ego or id or super ego that prevents us to apologize when we commit any mistake?
Is it so tough?

But in return what we will get if we don't apologize.....

Consider the Banks which are the root causes behind the economic slowdown. Result-suicide rate increased by 42%.

but The masters of the universe who caused this money mess can't master a simple skill: apologizing.....
What i feel and suggest that in the G20 ,2009 meet the countries should focus more on teamwork,regulation and trade and should ignore any bailouts and humility.

There is no meaning in giving any bailout to these buggers like AIG....who never apologized for what they did nor do they repent for this rather millions of people are affected by them.

so Mr.Obama who's mantra is "manage the change" shouldn't focus on these resistance of change,rather focus on other ways to stabilize the current flaccid economy.

Is Alan Greenspan listening.....!!!

(notice:Biologists have found that receiving an apology affects blood chemistry, slows the heart rate and calms our breathing.)

disclaimer: the blog is an original work,its not copied or got inspired from any other material,and the title name has no relations with timbaland and one republic's song....

Autopsy of the inner sanctuary of our soul....

Jan 2009......busiest month for me...SDM-IMD fest,Mount Carmel,Perceptions,alumni meet etc.Now got some time to pen down my frustration on a virtual paper.

"Happy Republic day,Proud to be an Indian"..This msz was being sent by my friends to me on republic day. But are you really proud of being an Indian or just sent it without any deep thoughts? If yes,then is this the real patriotism that we show during any event? or just overhyped mentality.
My question is why we should be proud of?
Polticians,journos,Mgmt gurus everyone is giving preferance to the 59 crores of youth who will bring the change.
But r we ready? Do we have the jingoism factor as russian or japanese youth have?
My answer is NO.
Let us think about some instances.
Last republic day padma vibhusan was given to Laxmi mittal & Tata,
Why laxmi mittal.He who once felt ashamed of being Indian. Now Tata is in the same box as mittal??.....really....incredible India.

Its sarkari awards ceremony.They do it for the sake of votes or when peoples' sentiments attached to it.
This year awards to karkare+kamte+salaskar given on the basis of their contribution to society . we don't bother about any hawaldar or army personnel who died either in an assult or in border.

Ash won padmashree this year.surprised?? No no I m sorry.She should win!!!You need to have good relationship with politicos to get these prizes. Wait and you will see Mallika and Rakhi sawant with their peeping boobs attire taking padmashree from Honourable prez of India if they would have good relationship with SP,BSP,etc as ash n family are the respective followers of Amar singh.
Akshay kumar won padmavibhusan this time.....for....for...his levis unbuttoned adv or fear factor drama.
If not than why he won???
and where is Abhinav bindra,Vijendar singh.......they won medals in olympics. Than wat.it doesn't matter.akshay won film awards.
Nah, as i said before you need to have good emotional attachement with public to win the highest award. Its all about votes,folks!!!
We don't bother if you won in olympics or anywhere else.Public must know you.
Its good to read in leading newspaper that abhishek bachan is addressing his wife as padmashree mati.
what i think why don't we give Bharat ratna to thackery and thackery co. Just 3 days back one of their groups called as Ram sena/hanuman sena/sita sena attacked women in a pub coz the sena group are the moral police. They are born to take care of the culture. If we give special seats to women in bus,train,theatre,& 33% quota than they are supposed behave in a particular manner in the society.
wow.....what an idea!!


But,Indian Constitution guarantees respect to its citizen, especially women. So do is Indian culture. Indian Constitution or our law (IPC and CrPC) has no place for so called moral policing.

These people who call themselves as protector of Indian culture needs to ,
1)understand what Indian Culture is all about. 2) Understand the spirit of Indian Constitution, especially, Our Fundamental Rights and Fundamental Rights, 3) Economic policy of India, 4)Aspiration of United India to become a global player in all spheres.

We selected politicians with a hope that they will bring a change,as US people thought of Barack Obama.
But we never take any step. We criticize and love to give suggestions....
...but its time for the autopsy of the inner sanctuary of our soul...
....its time to bring the change and ....
...be the change ourselves before its too late....

JAI HO......

For last 5 days I was tryin hard to get some time from my so called busy schedule. First i thought i m gonna write in 31st,than didn't get time.
Than thought to post on 1st jan,no time,finally today i woke up early to do the auspicious work that is the shortcut to God.
I don't know why i wrote the second line which is ......leave it.
Anyway i watched a movie Slumdog millionaire. I can say it entered my collection of top 10 movies,now its enjoying its position at the pinnacle. Its good to see a true fiction love story on mainstream cinema with a backdrop of real india.
And its bad to feel what a foreigner danny boyle saw in india, couldn't be seen by our very own indian directors for last 50 years.
I have recommended to some of my friends to watch the movie n i can bet its gonna leave its impression in your heart and soul.
Jamal , the protagonist of the movie gives you a hard core reality of life, everyone can relate themselves to him, main be its the childhood, or teen or young.

The tough look at poverty and crime at all levels of society shoves the occasional coincidences and questionable plot developments firmly to the side, and the rush Boyle manifestly got from shooting such an intense story on these locations is fully felt in the film.

It teaches one to be more focussed towards and leave rest to almighty.

just.....
watch it!!!

Religion at work....

Every Religion is based on Fear: Fear of death.....

But what about those grim reapers who enterned any peace loving country with their modern pak sponsered scythe and wipe out the souls for the sake of their religion.

Have they ever thought what's the aftermath the people involved have to go through. The answer is NO. 

Then why???

Is it the lack of education??

Is it the lack of governance??

Is it the lack of Economy??

The answer is still a shadow of the enigma.Easy to analyze but difficult to understand.

Do you think its the people who will unite and bring the change?

Will  the change be able to bring the serenity that every soul and mind cherish?

During Julius Caesar rule in rome the patriots became frustrated with the Caesarism. So to bring the change they killed Julius Caesar.

But whats the benefit they got?

Rather it opened the gates for Augustus,Tiberious, Nero and Caligula (watch the movie) and the despotism they possessed. They made the life of each roman a living hell which was not paved with good intensions.

There are two sides to every affair. It all depends how we implement taking the positive outputs into mind.

GOD bless us!!

 

hi 5.....

Sit alone and energize your grey cells and ask yourself.

List 5 people who brought changes in this world,in people's perception!!!

Can you??

You may have different opinion. But I think people who brought major changes are......

1. Jesus

2. Einstein

3.Darwin

4. Newton

5. Freud

From them 3 are jews and 2 are englishmen.

 Still One thing is common in between them..............."commitment"